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oh deary i'm up too late for my liking. It's weird i'm not even that tired. I've got an exam at 9.15am tomorrow and i know hardly anything. so i just spent all night cramming microbiology into my wee brain. Think some has gone in so its not a total waste of not sleeping.
gonna crash tomorrow, only need to stay awake till 11.15 then i can sleep. Still have loads to do, i work amazingly well under pressure. Just did about 35 lectures tonight, i usually do about 5 a day!
set my alarm for 6am to get some more reading done. If i don't pass I have to resit all my exams again because they're all integrated with each other, and my summer is already cut short cause of stupid clinics so i really want to make the most of my 5 weeks of holiday and not spend it studying...again!
right
bedtime x

cannot believe this is still here, i actually forgot i made this.
Well not much has changed, i have exams in 5 days but i'm still wasting time online (i know there's a fancy word for time wasting somewhere in my head...begins with a p). I have a sore head so i'll be going to bed soon. But life has been pretty good in the last wee while, done loads of cd shopping - felt bad for just downloading so i bought 7 this week...now i have 2 birthdays this week and no money. Eeeks oh well it'll work out.
night x

just told jen and kat that i'm not moving in with them next year! eeks bit scary, but i love living with jen, i am my total self around her its great fun. So even though i'll have to stay here for 2 months all by myself when everyones enjoying all their summer holidays and i have to stinkin do more dentist crap - i'll still have good flatmates in then end.
Mum phoned tonight, apparently her and my dad are going to mexico now. They're fairly livin' it up.
Decided i'm going to gran canaria for 2 weeks next year - mum thinks thats a clever idea. (was quite surprised at that)
Hollyoaks is well exciting at the moment.
I have my first exam in 5 days!!! aaaah need sleep now
I have the cold and i've blown my nose so much that theres actually no skin left on it. Clearly not lookin sexy right now.
Think i've found a highland dancing class i'm going to join

i'm in a really bitchy mood today for no reason. Getting annoyed at one friend in particular who keeps sending me messages saying - hey haven't seen you in ages fancy a visitor but whenever she comes over she says for ages till stupid hours! Just because she's not in at 9am every morning doesn't mean the rest of us aren't! Going home tonight so will get away from it all but i'm working 15 hours this weekend. Probably not a good idea since the exams are in 10days. But i get next weekend off so its all good. Can't wait till they're over, i think i've done more work than last year but probably still not enough.
Went to a ball on wednesday night and did loads of celidh dancing with nice drunk boys, was great fun. Then went to the union with everyone just to show off my pretty dress, then left after about 30mins - drunk people get so irritating when your sober.
Jen forced me to wash my bedsheets today, she said i was minky cause i drooled all over them. Ocht well they'll smell nice i suppose. Gonna take all my washing home to mummy too but i think i'll take care of it myself, my dad and her just got back from poland with some friends, the 4 of them got through 4 bottles of vodka...they wonder where i get it from. apparently as soon as they got to krakow they went to a bar and found a bunch of guys from kirkcaldy on a stag weekend...what are the chances

I'm definitely off the drink for a while now. Made such an arse of myself last night. Had half a bottle of gin before i even left aimee and gill's flat and then continued to drink more doubles and balck aftershock all night. Don't really remember what happened after a certain point, apparently i fell a lot and dissapeared off home by myself. I met a boy on the way home and was just chatting away and he gave me a yellow ball that you'd find in a ballpit. Nice boy. Can't remember how we came to chat tho. I remember him asking me where i lived but i didn't tell him...had that much sense.
missed all of uni today, two lectures and two practicals that i'm not supposed to miss and have to sign in for so ihad to email my tutor and say sorry blah blah.

Just got all the wireless internet working in the flat! It's great! Well Clare's isn't working and she was on the phone to the BT woman for about 2 hours today and she can be paying for it if that wasn't a free line. She didn't care when my computer wasn't working. It's great having it on demand again, not too expensive either. Although I am actually going to get addicted to Itunes, just spent 15pounds already. Girls aloud's new song, Biology, is amazing! They're my favourite girl band. And i got maximo park's album which i'm fairly enjoying so far.
me and Jen were actually chatting to each other from each other's rooms it's really quite sad but fun. Just remembered I have 2 tutorials this morning on immunology and genetics and did i go to my genetics lectures? eh nooo! SO i had a wee red bull and i'm doing a bit of a crash course now.
I love my wee computer!!
I met a nice boy at school disco night last thursday, he's one of gill's lawyer friends, quite cute and n.irish and a damn good kisser! kinda got caught on camera though, ocht well there's been much worse on the site. I had such a good night though, i was a bit dubious going out with just me and gill, jen and stacey cause i knew jen and stacey would go off together but i had a great time with gill! Lost my coat ticket and had to walk home in a wee shirt and skirt though, but a random gave me his coat for a while though...its amazing what you can sweet talk in a school uniform hehe.

I actually had a lecture on stainless steel the other day, could dental materials be any more boring? Clearly i never went to that lecture. Just sat in the library for about 3 hours and did 1.5 lectures, i have a serious attention problem. I had to go though i meant to go this afternoon and feel asleep for 4 hours instead.
I finally told aimee i'm not going to belfast for new year, decided i can't afford it, i could be working at home instead of spending money and i'm just going to go out in kirkcaldy, i never have a bad night with kat so it'll be grand.
i'm trying to learn polish just now, my friend ritch appears to know more than me though it's a bit depressing, i'm fed up of people asking me if i know any i feel embarrassed saying no so i got the old linguaphone out. Bit silly starting that now when exams are in 4 weeks but it's a wee challenge.

I had such a good night last night! Went out for tea for my dad's birthday and he was just being really funny, still saying i'm not doing enough work blah blah but i just ignore that now. Then we went to the polish club (for a wee change) and played dominoes and darts with the old biddies. My dad lost darts though and wasnae amused, guess where angela gets her inability to lose from! ME and him were drinking magners hehe i never got drunk though, takes tonnes to get me drunk these days.
My dad also told us he's buying Teresa a horse for her graduation :O I was like what am i getting!!! He said mines will be a bit better because I have more to do and another year with no holidays :D oh its exciting, i think i'd like a big holiday going to like 4 different places, i said maybe a car but thats so boring and i can get one of them myself when need be.
its halloween on monday! I haven't sorted my costume yet, me and my flatmates and some other people are going as the cluedo characters, I'm colonel Mustard. Need to find some yellow stuff. Right i'm going to do something constructive
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very sleepy and have to go to a party...so in demand! :p i dont mind being sleepy though i like catching up with friends. just did some work in the library to make up for missing 6 lectures this week. dont like writing this in public so see ya

Last night i went to what i thought would be the worst nightclub ever but i had a great time! IT was kathleens birthday night and we went to the candlerooms. Got drunk and it made it all better. We danced all night and ate loads of greasy food at the end, well I only had chicken nuggets but kathleen pushed the boat out and got 2 cheeseburgers and a hotdog. Take my hat off to her.
I nearly got in the car and drove back up to dundee about an hour ago, I'm so bored tonight, me and Teresa just had a huge fall out and its Alice's flatwarming party which everyone will be talking about on monday no doubt and lucky me gets to come back to kirkcaldy to work with screaming kids. Think i'm going to quit jumpin' jacks soon. I went for a waitressing job in dundee but havent heard back yet, the guy was foreign and i'm pretty sure he took my number down wrong but its a one minute walk from my flat so i can pop in soon. Really want to phone in sick tomorrow, its only 11-6pm but i really dont get on with the girls I work with, well we dont argue but i have no desire to be their friends.
Got a new phone, its really snazzy - holds music, kinda takes the specialness out of my ipod. Oh well. Ok i'm going to watch the x-factor, I just like it because of the binman, i hope he wins he's lovely.
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